im a pacifist with a magnum
with no life to call my own
im pretty brainless
not like anyone would bother
im afraid of girls
cause they're too beautiful
and the links are at the bottom
define me.
the name is FarisBydawi
always below 19
i,
bang the drums,slaps the bass and destroy guitars misplaced memories.
i woke with a peculiar yet happy dream.i'll converse it differently,not much,but slightly,to make it more silver screen.
but too no avail, to no avail. snort it out on the skin of the screen.with this self made bomb strapped on my chest,i think ive made a mistake,this shouldnt be me,i dont think i'll go to heaven for this.her eyes were the loveliest ive seen.there is still time.time to show that i could actually learn from my mistakes,and at least regret them sooner than required.they are gonna be angry,that ive turned against them.a traitor among traitors,the way i see it.she made me reconsider,and so i shall drop this lunacy,and save my life,with the hundreds of innocent lives im supposed to eradicate.now i realised the true meaning of life.its not about vengeance,reprisal or retaliation.its about understanding.a pull of the trigger,the tiny piece of metal flew,and it burst through my system.i was too late.intelligence showed why the are acumen and on the ball.it was too late.im ashamed of my intended actions,and she will regret not changing me.i loved her,and i let my ideas and ego get the better of me.she falls to her knees,crying still,and maybe,for many sleepless nights.i shall watch over her,and lement.the men in blue gather around me,protecting the lives of others.my eyes are dwindling into the abyss of the unforseen darkness.i am dying,and together with the fear of innocent people.and with one last breath,i spoke,as forgiving as i could,into her ears,i love you,and i am sorry. no to terrorism.yes to sleepless nites watching online movies.
