my tastes are as good as yours.

Saturday, February 23, 2008
12:03 PM

Blood is bright.my eyes reddened when i saw those marks.neither dream nor destroy,that shall be my triumph and ultimately,my tragedy.the fear of ideas is being replaced by a sensation of utter comfort.as quoted by the famous V,"ideas are bulletproof."mines gone to waste.i lie with deliberate negligence.it is business but not as usual.and i meant loving someone.i believed that i have perform my tasks to my fullest of capabilities.it behooves one,on such occasions,to illuminate the character of the departed for those listening.but the departed got other ideas.and i was being used.i see things as they are,as they were and as they will be.but you are the things im not,and were not,and never will be.some words in my head spoke,some stayed silent.like the fateful monday.but we dont need to recount every sermon and eulogy.afterall,you were there.im not telling,because it hurts me.you may have forgotten,in the waking hours,what i felt that day.words make sense of everything.from the sweetest to sour ones.it gives you peace.it gives you meaning.we should be able to wake up by 20 years old.or 20 years young.A is for android.im becoming one sooner or later.i need forgetting lessons.i'll probably flunk it when it comes to chapter love.i saw the best of times when im scrubbing my room of memories,I don’t regret them,but ive saddened myself.and just when you avoid it,it would take you back,at a comfortable pace,at their terrible leisure.i take blame rather readily.its a saleable skill if the buyer’s a bully.or an opportunist.i promised her that I’ll remember.because that’s all I could.i turn my head,and you may go where you want.i turn it again,and you stay there till you rot.i have no face,but I live and die by my crooked teeth.thats who I am to you.im your key.i always unlock your happiness.or at least try to.a defiance of natural laws,announcing a disobedience of moral values.love the elders.they are more knowledgeable.i was like a groom when I saw your mom.full of excitement glorying in the unknown future rushing to greet.to obey.to respect.now,I shall face the music.without a dance partner,not even with my dancing shoes,I shall tango through this.with love,with tenderness,with inexpressible sorrow,I told the heavens to whelm my fears.and for that I was exiled,as if my grief weren’t bad enough.the sawdust taste of futility.eleven hour days will kill me one day.the world healed itself right before my very eyes.such a random post,and I am sleepy,I shall dream,maybe of you,maybe of desire,and I shall wake up,knowing its going to be the same,all over again.hello you.hold on,and do the right things today.now go figure.

tasty

Sunday, February 17, 2008
6:15 PM

remember me when you're the one who's silver screen.remember me when you're the one you always dreamed.remember me when everyone's noses start to bleed,remember me,special needs.
just 19 and sucker's dream,i guess i tought you had the flavor.just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behavior.

tasty

Friday, February 15, 2008
4:02 PM

beware!!its in red and and a dash of black,and its armed with loads of love!its gonna be forever strapped on,and i'll smile everytime im gonna tell time!!some lucky mermaid or killer whale is wearing my lucky black timekeeper,so you better stay low if im off to some sea in the near future.but nevertheless,im elated!and remember the deal.sexy,you are most ideal.beautiful,part of your appeal.still,this gift,its so unreal.so no more tears!i'll reinstate the smile form ear to ear,like a cycle,im your ferris wheel.

tasty

Tuesday, February 05, 2008
7:15 AM

in a month,the stuffs on the chipboard will be down.in a year,the memories and fun will be forgotten.in a decade,i'll become a whole new stranger beside you.i see those things coming.i see dead dreams and deja vu nightmares.im keeping the stuffs i hope for you to achieve.im keeping the saved massages.you know you have issues when you start to think about life and death while listening to one by U2.you know you have issues when you are listening to black rose.why the fuck are they in my ipod anyway.but no!!im still planning of setting up my farm!im an expert with the shovel and earth remover.earthworms beware!i'll burn your homes!i'll steal your kids,and sell them off to slutty fishermen with expensive fishing rods!but for now till whenever it will be,i'll join the millions of cannot make it nerds who jerks off to pornotube.guess what im gonna do next.probably nothing.and why do i keep looking at my fone for every hr,even though i know no ones gonna massage.

i honestly dont know.

tasty

Saturday, February 02, 2008
6:59 AM

ive got it all figured out!farmer john!thats my future!where i could lay low from all the harsh realities of life.australia!cannabis sativa plantation!i'll make stressed up people get better.join me for joints!how i wish i could slap some people.people who can't think.but maybe its for the better.let them think for themselves,and learn it the hard way.now i know im not superhuman.gone are my powers to smile when im in their company.me against the monster.leaves are the best memorandum where you really mean it.how i wish i got some people's powers,where words are sugar and you'll fall for it.and how do elephants take a shit?will you count me in?been away for awhile now.and lastly,sorry for the tears i made that rolled down your cheeks.

tasty