me.
my life.
freedom.
venting machine.
im a pacifist with a magnum
with no life to call my own
im pretty brainless
not like anyone would bother
im afraid of girls
cause they're too beautiful
and the links are at the bottom
define me.
the name is FarisBydawi
always below 19
i,
bang the drums,slaps the bass and destroy guitars
misplaced memories.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
11:18 PM
i'll be an actor,and you'll be an actress
we'll start off with a kiss,a tongue,before submitting to a warm mattress
i'm your average joe,and you are my beautiful princess
while the villians and crooks gazed with such tempest
they plot and scheme,to hurt your well-being
to lynch,to sear,or simply steal your viginity
as their evil laughter fades away indefinitely
the average joe will rise to match any obscurity
fielding seeds of hate,defying certain fate
the hero plant their heads with vengeful rage
the villians scatter,the crooks cracked under pressure
they slowly lose it,like a rat in a cage
celebrating in triumph,not looking at all average
the princess was enchanted,eyes fixed on her lover
sealing it off with a soft romantic kiss
lovers for the night,lovers in the mist..
tasty
Friday, October 14, 2005
12:51 AM
dearest Morpheus
,
I have chosen my decisions without haste,but every night,it
remains the same.Waking up to despair,hour after hour,i find your leadership
fragile.Every sound dream you have given me,i ask you of one last favor,for i,
for once would love to find the will to awake.Hoping to see her there,only to be clouded
eventually.I have been unhappy,devious,but by dreaming about her,it was
bittersweet.You are the switchboard Morpheus.A dream giver.You rule the semi
conscious plane,within your empire paradise.By the way,a friend of mine,Nicole,has
got a sister named Denise,and a cousin named Sarah.Give them dreams of graduation
will ya.happy ones please.For now,im madly in love with an individual,as you might have
seen in my dreams,every single day.But only in dreams have my love found its path,
its seeking light,its way.I thanked you,for such wonderful memories,but just this one
favor i ask for,i beg you for my dreams and reality..to collide.
yours sincerely,
the music dreamer
9 * 1,5 * 1,2,3,8,23 * 3,4,5 * 1,2,3,8,9 * 1 * 1 * 4 ,5,10 * 8 * 0 * 0
* 3,4,5,6,7,11,18,19,20 * 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,14,15
P.S
In case you have forgotten who,
the numbers above are for you
Morpheus.Collaborate them in
my letter,to seek a poem.Oh,
ponder on the sentences...
tasty
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
9:34 PM
confessions from a suicidal hopeless romantic
who needs a heart when hearts can be broken
who needs a heart when feelings are left unspoken
despair?
its becoming a reality,becoming so unfair
numb?
coming up to my brain,not that you would care
hopeful?
unthinkable yet gullible,hopefully inseperable
scared?
of the outcome,the answer,and the near distant future
nonchalant?
beneath it all is a fool,so afraid of you
suicidal?
always crossed my mind,always involving you
6 * 1 * 7 * 5 * 2 * 4
numbers and figures to configure the fault
a number above for every awaken tought
to love the name,the battle to be fought
near my own domain,is my love's resort
tasty
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