im a pacifist with a magnum
with no life to call my own
im pretty brainless
not like anyone would bother
im afraid of girls
cause they're too beautiful
and the links are at the bottom
define me.
the name is FarisBydawi
always below 19
i,
bang the drums,slaps the bass and destroy guitars misplaced memories.
I wont admit defeat.The perils of love,death becomes her,so much so that im weakened to the bone,afraid of the outcome,of the fucking answer.With just a flicker,and a maiden funnybone sister rightfully helping me to be named, to be heard,but fear and grace dont match,and worse is i cant stop thinking about her. Maybe my number is up,or maybe its just me who should stop,but i wont let go of my one crush today.Not tonight.Not tomorrow night.Not till my nights turn grey.
a nudge could cause a fall,in words they fell to the right, collective answers overhaul,but her name is no where in sight. the riddle and ode collide,for your beautiful mind to see, faded hearts will subside,and this paranoia surrounding me.
tasty
Tuesday, September 20, 2005 12:31 AM
stupidity! stumble on every word,fumble on every line.arghh!!! this month has got to be loneliest month ever...i hate it!! but relax....crushes make u act weird.
tasty
Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:44 PM
my grief is an open wound,we'll compromise,history will record this as a courageous but short lived act of resistance,so finnicky,how i wish i could read your mind,cock my brain to shoot my load,open up the first person view of a totally clueless me with nothing to find,evil icky corrupt picky as i was told,a vegetarian shark,I,take you,to be my lawfully wedded lover,to have and to hold from this day forward,for richer and poorer,in sickness and in health,to praise every fart and lit your every cig,to make you breakfast and wash your soiled underwear,i do...i just do.
tasty
Monday, September 05, 2005 1:42 AM
the agony of a sweetooth bitterness,here to prove once and for all that my blood machine is stomping to your beat,i cant be wasting precious time at some heartless gig,i waited with bated breath,do you realise how difficult life is when you are covered with razor sharp paralysis-inducing barbs,a heartbreak stampede is subtle,i need you,im falling in love with you,with a lost so deep,i need you now more than ever.
