im a pacifist with a magnum
with no life to call my own
im pretty brainless
not like anyone would bother
im afraid of girls
cause they're too beautiful
and the links are at the bottom
define me.
the name is FarisBydawi
always below 19
i,
bang the drums,slaps the bass and destroy guitars misplaced memories.
love appraisals its getting the best of me,for i've realised i adore the learner, so studious in those times,and she glows with the textbooks
can't be for real..speculations within the sacred heart and mind making its way for affection,wanting to be heard this has got to be a very sound dream so lets explore the cause of all these thoughts the very root,the extreme core the fantasy within the fantasy no wait!!in can't explain it!!she's been laminated on my mind, every passing second,i was thinking of her. her vanity kills,like my unattended bills a tinking time bomb,a one punch merchant
well,i can ignore it,i cant deny it,i cant reason with it but im so so much adoring you.
tasty
Friday, July 08, 2005 9:20 PM
this is insane this is not for real.but it grows stronger everytime..why,i cant tell. how cold and unfeeling it must seem to a love struck foreigner.. and when you realised your blood machine called heart ticks faster with her in your sight,you become inured to the paranoia of constant insecurities.. toys can be broken..so does smiles..and with every unattended message,so does hearts.. but still,ive come to question my one most deepest concern.....
why have i fallen madly in love with her.
tasty
Monday, July 04, 2005 9:39 PM
spinning in my room,you know you got me stoned in this love platoon..that i made for you.. and in your heart shaped throne,with all the love i've shown a timeless line..of cupid signs
true,i've fallen for you,but i guess you knew the best days are the days when you're not away we'll hold on tight we'll dance and let our body sway we'll do things tonight we'll do it your way we'll do things tonight until the next day and your smile will surely make my day better no way im going to make myself suffer i wont stop i'll show them that i'll be your lover star crossed,undying,a love fool forever...
tasty
Friday, July 01, 2005 6:56 PM
just another day,another day's the same and I start it off by calling you but then i still cant remember why im falling.. was there something i said was there something i did or did we just misunderstood,but then i'll just be stupid and take the blame for nothing..
you are so lovely,but i'll get left behind..i'll stay far back in line,just to make you happy i'll go unnotice,and i'll say i'll be fine..is loving u such a crime,all i want is you to smile at me forgive me if im new,i dont mean to preach,i don't mean to lecture and i'll stay out of reach,but then your face just cannot seem to leave my head..please help me all i want is the best for you and ive changed myself into something new but then you seem to hate every part of me..now im losing it..
